A stab in the dark.... it's all about me me me and me. but really, you know it's really about you...
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Thursday, April 16, 2009

6 Months After

 Time flies.

This time last year, and the year before is all about drama.
This year is not. And I am thankful for that.

The world is at an awkward phase I think. Or maybe I am.
I mean I know that the world is sick.
But deep down I seem to still have this make-believe that everything is actually ok.

Until one day I opened my eyes. And it seems that really....
Everybody is just as confused as everybody else.

Used to think that Thais are the most peaceful people on earth.
When they talk about corruption, I always thought that only the crooks do it.
But even the good people corrupt the company's time with their 2 hours lunches, private phone calls

And so it seems that you have to keep your guards up every single moment.
Being nice to people can be suicide sometimes. As my experiences have thaught me.
Feeling the ground that I am walking on as I trudge along.
My personality seemed to have been so much absorbed by the dramas since I was 17.
And now I am almost what. 25? And yet.... there's so much I don't know about myself.

So privileged yet so lost. The trouble of the next generation.
I am still thankful though. That, I am getting better at.

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