Friends are getting married. Friends are being directors. Friends are starting up business.
Friends are having kids. Friends are making so much10x more money. Friends have nice clothes.
And so many shoes. And they know how to look pretty for the boys. Friends are this. Friends are that.
Spending in Jakarta is the same with UK while I make 10 times less the money.

One silver lining of it all : Haven't been this happy for a good long time.

Keeping up with the Joneses will be an endless exercise I know so I'm strengthening my core.
Keeping up with what I know is important to me and make sure it's swimming through my veins.

Life used to be a blur of Mondays and Fridays and everything in between.
Now the world is opening up to me and I have to literally choose what to focus on.
It used to be a matter of what's available out there to be worked on.
Now I have to make conscious decision in every single minute I live.

Empowering. Yet... very scary at the first time.

no more going with the flow F. Play time is over.
Gotta get on with life before it consumes you.

mwahaha.

Life is beautiful indeed, once you decide that it will be.